ice water

Friday, May 25, 2007

as you chase me all around the corners of our room,
i recall all the gud memories we've had together
as if theres no end to this great laughter
as if i wanna run all along with you forever

but then i stopped, think twice and look around
i try to look deep within our friendship for maybe theres more
for you maybe more than just a friend
for you maybe the one i really need to mend my heart so sore

and you caught me in the hand and say "taya"
and you did, you did caught ryt through the heart
and my world seemed to stop, took a pause as you take a deep breath
and i wait for your next words, the words i long from you as you held my hand

and then...


"VIVA! hahaha! talo kay joan!"


~dexter at joowan. physics lab 130. naglalaro ng ice water. 
~dinub ko lang c joo. hahaha.. pero biro biro lang


speechless

Sunday, May 20, 2007

ive seen you once
no, maybe twice
and perhaps more than twice

you were the one who talk to me first
and i smiled back, speechless..

you look to me once, eye to eye
and i smiled back, speechless..

you smiled to me most of the time
and so i smiled back, once again...
speechless...

we were just a few feet apart
but never did we say a word at each other anymore
we just smile and remain speechless...



hidden

Tuesday, May 15, 2007

i refuse to let you see me
how truly different i may be
how unlikely things for us could possibly be
how it seems so far to what used to be

i dont want you to know
how far this feeling could show
how hard it is for me to let it go

so i remain invisible
so i stay behind every curtain and under every cloak
and so i lurk nowhere else but the shadows
and i let it be, i just let me be 
hidden...



i live in a glass

Saturday, May 12, 2007

my life, my world.
every piece of me, like a glass shattered

as if something hit it so hard, it got all broken
and its pieces continue to fall
and its pieces continue to wound my all

its scatters so fast, this glass is so vast
it left me without anything
anything that i could use to mend my suffering
it left me with nothing else but illusions

and its illusions continue to fool me
and its illusions doesnt seem to have a remedy
and all of its illusions always seemed to be true

and the glass continues to put a reflection, a mere illusion
and the glass continues to wound me without hesitation
and the glass continues to scatter...
leave me be.. continuously..

~mon03




a world full of inspirations

Wednesday, May 9, 2007

i may have a world full of inspirations. friends. family. everyone who seems to be there for me.

yet sometimes, its better to have combined emotions to be inspired.

joy, pain, sadness, anger, guilt, hate, love, question... it feels to be so inspiring and with a lot of things you have within yourself, you just want to explode and jot it all down.. hayy...

and my blogs are too dramatic.. hehe..

too much of the heart talk.. but now, i cant think.. just pretty satisfied and content of what seems to be happening as of now.. but sooner or later,, maybe things will change a little,,, a few things could add a few extra color.. 

and so i believe that i really do have a world full of inspirations. hehehe.. with few exciting stuffs and suprises that awaits us in store. hehehe..



need i choose when its clear

Monday, May 7, 2007

my mind tells me not to
but my heart says i do

my mind tell me its wrong
but your name sounds to me like a song

my mind cares nothing
but my heart tells me your everything





i miss you

Sunday, May 6, 2007

i miss you and i mean it
i miss you and its true
i miss you, i miss you
i really really do...