as time goes by

Saturday, October 3, 2009

as time goes by
somethings just go dry
every moment we used to have with some people
fades, changes, gone

we know nothings stays the same
but never thought how things can be as gone as fast as it came
we may not know if it did end
or perhaps, it may have just started

just as how chocolates melt
just as how flowers losses its scent
and how everyone grows old
everything moves as to make every story unfold

change

Saturday, March 22, 2008

give me a chance to change
and i will be as you want me to be
and i will become the one you always wanted
and i will change for you

confused

Sunday, August 5, 2007

i dont know what to say
i dont know what i should feel
i dont know if im still ryt or what i just believe in isnt real
i dont know if everythings made up
i dont know if im things are just what it seems or is it so messed up
i dont know if i lyk you
i dont know if i really want to be with you
i dont know if my smiles are so true or is it jus for me not to go so blue
i really dont know myself anymore,, so confused,, so unreliable...
i really dont know what to do,, im so tired to be such a fool,,
though i know that i have lots whom i really fool......
including myself........

i want

Tuesday, July 3, 2007

i want to be there whenever you are laughing
i want to share the same laughter with you
i want to make you happy all the time
i want to joke around and see your beautiful smile...

i want to be there for you whenever youre crying
i want to hold your hands and never let it go
i want to catch every tear drop and wipe your face clean
i want to hug you and perhaps kiss away the pain...

i want to catch you everytime you are falling
i want to make sure that you're always fine
i want to listen when you need someone
i want to be that someone you needed all the time...

under the same star

Wednesday, June 13, 2007

i take my time alone
recalling the times, the good old times
leaving away behind the bitter ones
i walk my self out the door
and the beautiful night took my sight
it was wonderful and really bright
there it is the moon that shed some light
and there i stand
watching every star fall pass by
counting every star that wanders around the sky
and then i wonder how i wish we were doing the same
we look at them together
we stare at exaclty the same star that shines for both of us
as if the star relays to us a message that we shouldnt be apart
as if the star wants us to share a bench together as we look at it forever
but forever is such a very long time
and the star will soon go dim
and the star will soon move away
a sign that no dreams last so long
yet no matter
to you i want to hold on so much
i dont want to let you go
i dont want us to be separated anymore
under the same star...

it really has been a while

Saturday, June 2, 2007

it really has been a while since we had a talk
it really has been a while since you shared alot
and how i really miss those times when you do seem to be so close
so close to me that i have your trust
and you have mine
it really has been a while since i last heard your voice
it really has been a while since i think of those words
and how i really miss those times when everything you say seemed to be like a song
a beautiful song though without a tune
it really has been a while since i last spend my time with you
it really has been a while since we take a simple time together
and how i really miss those times when i ask for you not to leave me behind
stay close, wait, lets go here.. and there.. and what else...
i guess.. it really has been a while.......
and time did pass us by..
~mon03

as i held you so tight

Friday, May 25, 2007

as i lay behind your back
i took my breath right behind you
as i embrace you so tight
as i show how much i want to  be with you

i held you in your arms
clenched as if theres no tomorrow
wrapped around you as if forever
and i know that you know
that never did i ever want to let go

and i can smell you, your scent
the same perfume you always wear
the same perfume that makes me define you
the same perfume along with the same person i always wanted

and i can hear it, your heart beat
and i can hear everysingle word you say
deep down from inside you
because i can hear it upclose
because i can hear it so clearly

and you know i want to stop time
or let this be just forever....

and this doesnt seem to bother you at all
neither you flinch as i embrace you
neither do seem to be troubled

and i know your used to this
because your the only one whose used to how i may be...

~wow. cnu kaya to! hahaha...